Day 1 - March 7th, 2011

Well it's day one of my 49th year! I had a friend tell me that technically it is really the first day of my 50th year. I told him not to split hairs. I have no intention of mourning even one minute as I dance my way into my fifties. I have worked hard to get to this place. I have experienced true sorrows and celebrated much joy. I love this moment I am in right now. Comfortable in my own skin. I have paid my dues so I don't feel the need to impress anyone other than myself. I don't much care what anyone else thinks. Don't get me wrong - I've made my share of mistakes and things I'm not too proud of - but haven't we all!

So far so good as I begin the final year before my 50th! Yesterday was fabulous. The hubby and daughter took me to Tulsa to eat and take me to the happiest place on earth - The Coach Store! I got to pick out the prettiest black tote you have ever seen. We ate at Abuelos - scrumptious! I had a Blood Orange margarita that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up after only a couple of swallows.

I am certain this year will have its ups and downs - just like in years past. I know it will be a year of firsts - Butch and I celebrate 20 years together in May; Lauren graduates from high school and will venture off to college in Kansas. Those will be big firsts! My plan is to share everything with you along the way.

The 49th Year was created when I decided I needed to take on a project. With Lulu (one of my nicknames for Lauren) going off to college, I will need something to keep the minutes from feeling like months. I have much to say and much to share. As for today - things look hopeful. Needless to say I face this year with no expectations. I face it with a smile and grace. Bring it on!